9th January 2011

Its Sunday morning.. made breakfast for everyone then later on all of us start working on cleaning the house. Isaac took his nap around 1230pm and woke up around 4pm then we detour to take mum for her hair cut. Nothing special happened on this day but I noticed mum and I hardly communicate anymore its just like you ask I answer. That's it

8th January 2011

Its been close to a week that I did not update the blog. On the 8th January 2011, mum has returned from Perth to KL. The excitement wasn't there in my heart I just wished that mum could stay on in Perth and do not return. Why? I think its because due to an incident happened back in December 2010 where both of us had an arguement over some $$ problem. By then upon mum's returned I just felt that both of us was drawn apart and not as close as before. It was a tiring day.. but the entire day just ended like that we nothing special to talk about..

Passing of my beloved dad

Can't believe dad has gone for close to 9 months. Its been hard to let go and believe that you had left us. It only seems like yesterday and I missed you dearly. Its not easy to moved on although we know that we must go on with our lives without your presence. Everytime I flip thru the photo albums it made me so upset and I wished that you were still here. I missed the time we used to spend together, missed your joke, your sharings on your past as an ex-armforcer. Looking back all these had became my most precious memory. Daddy.... I hope that you are in a better place now and is free from pain. Being up in heaven with God. Happily smiling and watching over us up in heaven.