3rd January 2011

Can't believe another year passed and we are in to another chapter of life. It's the first day of work in January 2011, it suppose to be exciting but stepping into the office was just a daily routine nothing seems special just normal and quiet as usual. 1st questione popped up from my msn messenger by one of my colleague Sharon was how did you celebrated your new year?? Haha what a good question ... My new year eve was nothing special, we stayed home and did some simple cooking - fried squid, Pak choi with clams, soup and steamed chicken mince. Then on Saturday new year day itself we do some house chores. Well to me it's just a weekend and nothing special but we had fun playing with Isaac. Comes Sunday... Still the same we watch tele with Isaac, play with him then he took his nap. But can tell that deep down in me I miss Ethan. I bet Isaac miss his brother too! Isaac slept early on Sunday night @ 7pm. He is totally exhausted and sick too - running nose. And today 3rd January he started coughing badly. Both Liang and I were in bad mood. I was scolded by mum - she really think that I'm so useless and to be frank I think am useless and a burden to everyone too. But what can I do to earn more money to make her feel happy? I often questioned myself. Am I a money generator? When I can help u told me is my responsible but when I can't you will say thT I'm hopeless. Why is this happening around my mum and I? It's a bad day I can just feel that I'm not a lucky person as my lucky star does not be with me anymore where it used to be